So far, as I’ve been working through course, I’ve realized how much I never want to use again. I never want to go back to that lifestyle because I’ve realized how much more successful my life can be by continuing to remain sober. I feel very confident that I can continue my sobriety and keep my life on the right track. Mind becomes cleaner and clearer the more I write about my drug usage. It feels good to gain memory back. Having emotions feels great and makes me know I’m alive.
Life is Great
Sleeping good, eating good, feeling good. Life is great.
Ready to Go Home and Start My No Drug Life
I am so ready to go home and start my no drug life – I’m on my five day countdown. Thank so much for getting me here!
Starting to Feel Like My Old Self
I feel like I have been great. Doing great. Feeling good. Starting to feel like my old self. I’m on the Family course. It’s hard, but I’m getting through it.
I’m Analyzing My Own Behavior
At this phase of course, I’m analyzing my own behavior. I’m realizing more and more how I need to change so I can lead a healthy and productive life from this point forward. Each element of course has allowed me to dissect my actions and what I can learn from them.
I Have Gained Self Confidence and New Knowledge
My time so far in course has been therapeutic. I have gained self confidence and new knowledge which gave me the ability to disconnect from anti-social behaviors/people that could jeopardize my sobriety and over all mental health.
Helping Me Deal With My Past
I feel course is really helping me deal with my past. Writing it all down really helps me get it all out there and let it go and to see how I was treating people or using people to get what I want. I think it’s going to really help me in the future.
I Love this Rehab
I feel good today. I feel really good today. Today is a great day. I love this rehab.
Being as Honest with Myself as Possible
I am starting my third week in course. I find the Personal Values portion to be exceedingly helpful. I am working hard on my confront and being as honest with myself as possible. The relief that I so desperately craved has begun. Thank you for all the staff.
I Finally Feel More at Peace
I finally feel more at peace with being here at Narconon Fresh Start. Rather than fighting my reality, I’m accepting my life. It’s actually a blessing in disguise because I can finally be on my own without the help of anyone else, even if it means starting from the absolute bottom. I’m excited to see where this journey takes me.
Started to Realize how Much Time I Have Wasted Using Drugs
So far in course, I have realized who the helpful people in my life are and also who the harmful people in my life are. I have also started to realize how much time I have wasted using drugs and the harmful effects of using them.
I Feel Better for Confronting
Bringing up all of the things I’ve done in the past is hard and bringing out a lot of emotions that I have suppressed. But I feel better for confronting and dealing with those emotions. I don’t feel as burdened emotionally.
Light at the End of the Tunnel
I’m on course and I’m starting to feel like I’m accomplishing something. At the beginning, it felt like I’d never be able to do it, but I’d chip away at it. Now I’m feeling there may be a light at the end of the tunnel.
Off All Meds
21 days off all meds. Life is good.
Daily Grind of Rehab
After 19 days of sauna, my sleep has gotten better, my appetite is back to normal and the daily grind of rehab is getting easier.
I Have Less Headaches
So far in sauna I have gained weight and I have less headaches. My appetite is better.
A Good Way to Think Outside of the Box
I have found Objectives to be a good way to think outside of the box. It has enabled me to think about myself and objects in a more clear and concise way. I would have to say that Objectives has been nothing less of a positive experience.
Feeling More and More Like Myself
Glad to be making progress through Objectives. Feeling better still everyday. Feeling more and more like my self. Ready to go home and get life back together and spend time with the boys.
Started to See the Benefits
As Objectives has progressed, I have started to see the benefits of them. Lately, I have not begun to think about the past as much nor the future. It has also given me a more sense of patience with each Objective taking a certain amount of time. I am not rushing to get things done. I’m realizing some things you can not control. This helps when you have awesome supervisors looking over you.
I Like Objectives
I like Objectives. It is helping me be in present time. It is also helping me stay out of my head and realize the environment around me.
Thank You to All Staff
Objectives has been very interesting and fun. I have fun, but take it seriously as well. We have an awesome group and instructors. Thank you to all staff.